For a number of people of High degree who should know better

[bunnyjadwiga]

Phil Collin's, _I Don't Care Anymore_ lyrics:

Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down disgrace/Drag my name all over the place.
I don't care anymore.
You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in
You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win.
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore

I don't care what you say / I don't play the same games you play.

'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends
And it seems to me there's a means to and end.
They don't care anymore.
And as for me I can sit here and bide my time
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind.
I don't care anymore I don't care no more

I don't care what you say /We never played by the same rules anyway.

I won't be there anymore / Get out of my way / Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore

....

'Cos I remember all the times I tried so hard
And you laughed in my face 'cos you held all the cards.
I don't care anymore.
And I really ain't bothered what you think of me
'Cos all I want of you is just a let me be.
I don't care anymore D'you hear? I don't care no more

I don't care what you say /I never did believe you much anyway.
....



And these people wonder why someone appears to them to go crazy after they've dragged them through the peerage ordeal of trial-by-personal-criticism.
Between the people at my job who don't consider user problems a priority, the SCA Stupid People, and other people's control issues (can someone please strangle my psycho ex?) I am tired of all this.
("You are addressing a superior officer..." "No sir, merely a higher ranking one." - Down Periscope.)

Comments

[flannelbutch.livejournal.com]

honey, i don't know what you're talking about, but big hugs just the same.

[maziemaus.livejournal.com]

What she said! And more hugs :)

*sigh*

[bunnyjadwiga.livejournal.com]

I'm wallowing in frustration, basically.
I need to get out of my wallow and go on with my life.

I find it irritating to hear the people who are most concerned with my behavior acting in ways I consider inappropriate.

But I guess it's time to climb out of the Personal Drama Hole...

[alphaggek.livejournal.com]

***HUGS***

[loosecanon.livejournal.com]

/comfort
Some people appreciate your style. Dont change for the ones who dont grok you.

Thank you.

[bunnyjadwiga.livejournal.com]

That's comforting-- thank you!
(Of course, part of the stress of the situation is overcoming the desire to take a verbal two by four to the most annoying ones, which is a part of my style that I'm trying to over come. :)

[amaebi.livejournal.com]

*useless but heartfelt handpat*

[dr-zrfq.livejournal.com]

I, of all people, cannot offer assurances that This Too Shall Pass...

but I can certainly offer my fervent hope that it will.

*hugs*

*hugs* back

[bunnyjadwiga.livejournal.com]

At this point, I think I would settle for Replacement Stupid People, even if I can't Make the Stupid People Shut Up. :)